Moody

April 22, 2018

What’s happening right now? Nothing.

I have classwork to do, a novella to finish, JavaScript to study, employment to seek but I can’t focus on any of it.

Is it what I’m eating? Not eating?

I think I solved the problem by exercising so I think I’ll have to get back on that.

My GPA dipped to 3.92 … after that damn environmental science class. I got a final grade of B+. The issue was her petty demands in my reports. At first, I was angry, but knowing I’ll do better moving forward, it will climb back to 4.0 status by the end of the psychology class.

But right now. This moment. It’s a cross between depression and cloudiness in my brain. The inability to really concentrate and no desire to do anything.

I hate this.

4.0 – Steady as She goes

Got a ways to go, but if I keep it at 4.0, this entire plan of action will be falling into place.

Interesting Thing…

With class starting in a few days, I am able to see what my assignments are early though I can not submit anything yet.

Of course, writing ‘something’ is the foundation of any educational process. Term papers, homework, thesis, etc. It’s just that this online process was practically catered for me. 90% (conservatively) of my time is writing, and my Discussion Board assignments are primarily requesting my thoughts on a particular topic related to the course.

In other words, like I am writing right now, for this journal, and getting graded for it. I also have a sneaky suspicion that the work isn’t really read by a human. I think what we submit is run through some sort of plagiarism tester and instant graded.

I’m going to kill this thing and come out of it with a 3.8 GPA minimum.