March 24th 2108

I really got to get my hands on some Adderall.

Let me tell you, from a man that does not drink, smoke or take drugs … not even the inclination of addiction in nature at all, Adderall is something I can certifiably say works like a charm. You see and do EVERYTHING for a good couple of hours and it fades off.

I don’t know about other people, but it left no bad effects on me whatsoever. I never became a crack fiend. I never was desperate to have it. 

But without it, I always feel I’m doing less than my capacity.

I used to have a prescription. Once a while ago and then again last year during the Walmart era.

Even with the job and medical insurance, with a real doctor’s prescription, the insurance companies and the pharmacy’s purposely made it difficult for me to get it. 

I swear to you its because of the area I live in. When I lived in a majority white neighborhood, I got it with ZERO hassle. That was the first time I had the prescription.

Last year, when I got it again — now in a majority Black neighborhood, suddenly it’s $500 co-pay. The fuck is that about? Suddenly they don’t have any in stock. Suddenly I have to make all these phone calls. Meanwhile I’m hearing almost every college student on campus has some.

So you wonder why people get drugs illegally. Which is EXACTLY what I am about to do. Fuck you very much.

You best believe I’ll have either a another prescription or obtained couple of pills by the time I take the LSAT.