June 30th, 2018

Supposed to be studying for this A+ Certification. Taking practice quizzes and I’m not recalling anything. I don’t have the energy to want to complete anything. Feeling anxiety. Why? I have no fucking clue. Feeling of failure washing over me.

I’m home. Not even outside or taking the actual test and I’m a fucking mess. So, I’m going to take a Zoloft and start again when it kicks in.

I’m a fucking mess and I hate it. What am I going to do when it’s time to take the actual tests?